Happy New Year

HaixzTt... Lumipas na ang 2009.. and now welcome 2010 na...


Happy New Year sa lahat

Love it...

I dreamed a million dreams
Only one wish come true
You see that wish
With all my soul
Is just to be with you

I knew right from "hello"
I wanted you as mine
You stole my heart
With such sweet words
I swear my heart would cry

I wish you were here
To hold my hand
Whenever I get lonely
Or wrap a loving arm around me
When the distance made me sad

But for now I can only sit here
And smile as we talk
Because I know someday
With all my heart
That we will be together..

InnerVoice - Baby Girl

There are times when i look in your eyes
i see the love that we shared
i see the joy inside
but i didn't see the feelings you hide
and now you're saying goodbye
because your love has died

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby

baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...(2x)

There are times
when i kiss you goodnight
I feel the love that we shared
I feel the joy inside
but I didn't feel what you tried to hide
and now you're saying goodbye
because your feeling has died

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby

baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...(2x)

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby

Merry Christmas

Belated Merry Christmas to all.

Hope na sana nag enjoy kayo nung Christmas...

December 22.... Anu kaya gift gusto coe

Halos lahat ay nag hihintay ng mag December 25. Sabi nila Birth date daw ito ni Jesus Christ.. Madami ang umaasa na sana sa araw na ito ay makatanggap sila ng regalo sa knilang ninong, ninang, bff at sa mga malalapit sa knilang heart. sigh....

Katulad nila umaasa din akong may matanggap ngayon Xmas.... Sad to say na MALAMIG ANG PASKO KO ngayon.. Anyways so much of that.. It's just that I miss my BhabY.. Sana sya ang maging GifT coe ngayon PASKo.....

Spongebob

If 0nLy SpOnGeBoB wAs ReAL I WoUlD aSk Him t0 HuG Me tHigHt s0 ThAt hE cAN AbSoRb aLL ThE PaiN iN My HeArt

Tatlong Araw ng Paghihirap

Tatlong araw na ang lumipas mula ng mag hiwalay kami, pero parang tatlong taon ang lumipas at sakit na dala sa akin ng pag hihiwalay namin..
Di ko alam kung makakatagal pa ako sa ganitong sitwasyon namin. Hirap na hirap na ako. Im lost... My heart is breaking in to pieces.. Di ko na alam ang gagawin coe..

Para akong batang inagawan ng candy at walang magawa kundi ang umiyak na lang ng umiyak. I swear ginawa ko ang lahat para mag survive ang relationship...Alam ko may pag kakamali ako pero di dahilan yun para mauwi kami sa ganito.. Hanggang kaylan.. hanggang saan.? Hanggang kaylan ako luluha.........

President Demote!!!

Matapos ang mahabahabang ugong kung tatakbo pa ba si GMA, ayun at nag announced na sya ay tatakbo bilang congresswoman ng 2nd district ng Pampanga. Haixtzz. 1st ever itong nangyari sa History ng pulitika sa Pilipinas. Kaya ngayon ay madaming haka hakang lumalabas umano sa kanyang pagtakbo sa Kongreso.

Una, upang maprotektahan ang kanyang sarili sa mga patong patong na demandang haharapin nya after ng kanyang term sa 2010.

Pangalawa, ay ang lumalabas na pag kaganid nya sa KAPANGYARIHAN.

Pangatlo, Pag hahanda para sa kanyang pag sayaw ng CHA CHA. na maaring sya ang mailuklok na PRIME MINISTER kung matutuloy ito..


Ilan lang ito sa mga maaring dahilan or motibo ng kanyang pag takbo, nawa'y lumiwanag ang isipan ng ating mga kababayan sa kanyang masasakupang distrito.

No More Chiz.....

“Napagpasyahan ko, na hindi tumakbo bilang pangulo sa darating na halalan. Napagpasyahan ko na hindi man bilang kandidato, ako’y may papel na pwedeng gampanan bilang Pilipino at ordinaryong botante sa panahong ito,” Ang pagbungad na sabi ni Senator Chiz Escudero.

“Napagpasyahan ko na hindi lang ngayon ang panahon para matupad ang pinanghahawakan kong pangarap at layunin kong panguluhan nang hindi nakatali. Patuloy kang panghahawakan ang pangarap at pangakong iyan. Hindi man ngayon kundi sa darating na panahon,”sabi pa nya.

Matatandaang nag announced si Chiz ng kanyang intensyong tumakbo sa pagkapangulo halos 1 buwan na ang nakakaraan. Ngunit siya ay umatras sa madaming kadahilanan, pag katapos nyang kumonsulta sa kanyang pamilya, malalapit na kaibigan at supporters na din.

“Sila ba ay kaya pa ring gawin ang lahat ng pinangako sa atin na magaganda at matatamis habang nangangampanya. Hindi ko makokonsensyang sabihin ‘yan kung hindi ko rin lang kayang gawin kung ako ay pagtitiwalaan niyo. Dahil po sa lahat ng nabanggit ko, akala ko’y madali pero hindi,”

“Hindi ko rin kayang gawin ang dapat at gusto kong gawin at kung makakain lamang ako ng sistema. Para sa akin, hamon itong dapat tingnan ng lahat na ng unang nagdeklara, sila ba’y nakain na ng sistema o hindi pa, sa daan tungo sa panguluhan,”

..... Missing You

Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You...

MIGUEL COTTO versus MANNY PACQUIAO

Manny Pacquiao’s speed and power were way too much for Miguel Cotto’s heart.

Pacquiao put on yet another winning performance Saturday night, knocking down Cotto twice on the 3rd and 4th round. Turning his face into a bloody mess before finally stopping him at 55 seconds of the 12th round.

The Filipino hero used his speed and power from both left and right hands to win his seventh title in seven different weight classes and mark his stature as the best pound-for-pound fighter in the world.Cotto took such a beating that his face was full of red blood from Pacquiao’s punches but he refused to quit even as his corner tried to throw in the towel after the 11th round.

3rd Round Pic


12th Round nung kinakausap na si Cotto.


Final - Cotto accept his defeat


Another winning moment not just for Pacquiao but for All Filipino People..


(Photo by Al Bello/Getty Images)

May Tama Rin Ako

May Tama Rin Ako – Jay-R Siaboc

Nagtanong ka pa wala namang epekto
Labas-pasok sa tenga mo kahit anong sabihin ko
Wag na tayong magsayang pa ng laway
Sige na mali na ako ayoko lang ng away

Refrain:
Pero teka lang may sasabihin sana
Kung pwede bang manahimik ka muna

Chorus:
Walang saysay ang sinasabi kaya’t hindi mo mawari
Kung iimik pa ba o mananahimik na lang
At sa tuwing nagpapaliwanag pakinggan mo naman ito
Akala mo’y ikaw lang ang marunong tumama
Paminsan-minsan tama rin ako, may tama rin ako

Nagtanong ka pa wala namang silbi
Wala ka kasing pakialam sa aking sinasabi
Sa susunod wag ka ng magtatanong
Kung may sagot ako o wala parehas rin yun

[repeat Refrain and Chorus]

May tama rin ako

Sabi nya ito daw kanta nya sa akin, Never daw kasi akong nag patalo sa kanya. Lague na lang daw yung side coe ang nadidinig coe. Di coe daw pinakikinggan mga paliwanag nya. puro na lang daw ako ako ako... Kahit kaylang di coe sya pinakinggan or never syang nakapag desisyon saming dalawa. Puro acoe ang nasusunod..


...... sa isip coe di aman acoe ganun ih... pinakikinggan coe naman sya... di naman puro acoe ih.. kung titignan nya puro sya nga ang iniisip coe ih.. anu ba talaga.....??

....... kaya siguro ngayon ganito kami magkaiwalay. di alam kung kaylan mag kakaayos.....

Truly Madly Deeply

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do

I will be strong, I will be faithful
'Cause I'm counting on
A new beginnin'
A reason for livin'
A deeper meanin', yea

And I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when my stars are shinin' brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish to send it to Heaven
Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers in lonely hours
(Lonely hours)
The tears devour you

And I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standin' right before you
All that you need will surely come
Uhh hu yea

I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
(I love you)
Huh huh

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
Well I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Huh huh uhh
Yea uhh huh
La la la duh duh huh
La la la duh duh huh
Uhh hu


I love you bhaby so much....... #22

Broken Heart Poem

Broken Heart
by Crystal Holtz

I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else's arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

Bakit Ganun?

Bakit Ganun?

Masama bang magmahal?
Nauna ka na doon sa tao, ikaw pa din ang lagueng pangalawa.
Ganito na lang ba lague acoe..
Bakit kaylangang ganito?
Di ba parang unfair naman masyado?
Kasalanan ba ang magmahal ng labis?
Oh mali lang ang taong minahal coe?
......


Bakit ang sakit sakit...
Ipaglaban mo ikaw pa din ang iiwan.
Paubaya mo ikaw pa din ang nasasaktan..
Minahal mo lang naman nasaktan ka pa....



wag na lang kaya acong magmahal...
kalimutan coe na lang kaya sila...
???

Saan ba talaga acoe lulugar??

Say Chiz

Opposition senator Francis "chiz" Escudero bared his resignation yesterday 10/28 from NPC (Nationalist People's Coalition)even he is the one chosen to run for the presidency this coming May 2010 election.

He cited three reasons for the surprise announcement in front of his allies and supporters at the Club Filipino in Greenhills.

1. "Sa aking paniniwala, sinuman pong nagpaplano tumakbo bilang pangulo ng bansa, wala dapat partidong kinabibilangan. Ang partido lamang dapat niya ay Pilipinas at ang kanyang mg kapartido ay lahat ng Pilipino,"

2. "Para po sa akin, hindi dapat idikta ng isang partido ang gagawin ng sinumang tatakbo. Dahil kung ganoon, papaano niya mapapanagot ang mga tiwali sa gobyerno kung ito ay kagrupo o kasama niya?"

3. "Papaano niya i-aabolish ang pork barrel at i-institute ang line item budgeting kung kasama niya ay puro kongresista at puro senador,"

Di natin alam kung tatakbo ba sya talaga or hindi na.. Sa tingin ko sya ang boto nga kabataan ngayong election if ever na tumakbo sya.. Hoping na sana ay tumakbo sya talaga... Kung nung tumakbo syang Senator dati as in kinausap ko ang lahat ng kilala kong botante na iboto sya bilang senator at ayun nakarating nga sya ng Senado...




Need natin ng pagbabago.... Say Chiz sa 2010...

INSOMNIA

Naranasan mo na ba yung antok na antok ka na pero di ka padin makatulog, ANg hapdi hapdi na ng mata mo ayaw pading pumikit... Grabeeeehhhh. Yan ang narasan ko nitong Saturday and Sunday.. Start yan nung umuwi ako ng Saturday morning galing sa work.. Hagard ang lolo mo kaka Farmville, Farm Town and Cafe World sa Facebook hahahaha. Mas malaki pa ata ang nabibigay kong oras kesa sa actual work ko. Ajejejejejeje.. Anyways.. ayun...

Umuwi ako diba.. so ugali mag watch muna ng TV. Then after ng balita sleep na ako. Pero nung araw na yun super parang ayaw akong dalawin ng antok,, So ang ginawa ni watashi eh, nag todo work para mapagod ang katawang lupa ko.. dang walang nangyari inabot ako ng 12:00 PM. Luwas ako ng Maynila hinanap coe jowa coe ampota di coe makita.. Tulog pa. tsk. naburyo ako uwi ako ng 4:30 Pm ulit ng Cavite... shoot dumating ako mga 06:00 Pm na. Inom ako ng mga 2 redhorse,, umabot ng 5 redhorse. kala coe Ok na.. Grabeeeehhh.. Ligo acoe.. higa.. ayun antok na antok acoe.. pota pag kapikit coe.. walang nangyari nakabilang na ata acoe ng isang milyong tupa.. wala padin.. Umabot ng 12:00 midnight ....





Paikot ikot acoe sa higaan coe,, nood acoe ng X rated film,, nood acoe ng drama.. wala padin.. umabot na ang 5:30 AM Linggo na po ito.... Baba acoe luto acoe ng food baka pag nabusog acoe makatulog.. tapos nun, try coe humiga wala padin.. Punta acoe ng RFC mga bandang 9:00 AM namili acoe kasi may trick or treats na sa subdivision namin... Nakauwi acoe mga bandang 12:30 PM na.. So feeling coe pagod na pagod acoe.. Grabeeelicious.. wala padin tindi ng mata coe sobrang hapdi na...

Ayaw coe naaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Lumipas ang Linggo at di pa din acoe tulog.... Hanggang ngayon wala pa acoeng tulog.....



I hate it.. sana mamaya pag uwi coe makatulog na acoe.. Hirap nang ganitooo.......

Help..


Info about insomnia..

Insomnia

Insomnia is the failure to sleep, or to sleep pleasingly, and is the most common sleep disorder. Over 90% of people will experience insomnia at some point in their lives. Insomnia is the body’s way of saying that something isn’t right.

What can I do to improve my sleep habits?

* Use the bedroom only for sleeping or having sex. Don’t eat, talk on the phone or watch TV while you’re in bed.

* Develop a bedtime routine

* Make sure your bedroom is quiet and dark

* Go to bed and wake up at the same time every day, including weekends, even if you didn’t get enough sleep.

* If you’re still awake after trying to fall asleep for 30 minutes, get up and go to another room.

Things that may cause insomnia include:

* Stress
* Too much caffeine
* Depression
* Changes in work shifts
* Pain from medical problems, such as arthritis
* Emotional distress, especially from internal anger or anxiety
* To much alcohol
* Environmental factors – such as noise, extreme temperatures, bright lights
from: http://www.shapelife.co.za/blog/tag/herbalife-cellular-nutrition

Sana makatulong ito sa akin... HmMmMmmF

Rollercoaster

My life is a rollercoaster this week. Grabeeehhh as in sa dami nang nangyari and problema.. Alam mo na pag lovelife ang usapan yan ang nag iisang probleman ko sa buhay Haiyaku..... From Monday to Wednesday. Super Ok kami kaya ng Bhaby coe.. as in super sweetness and caring lang ang alam namin.. Hayz pag dating ng Huwebes nag simula na nag delubyo sa relationship namin..


Ganito ang eksena nang araw ng Huwebes..

Text text kami..

Bhaby coe: Bhaby i miss you na pohhh.. Attend ako Bday ng barkada coe ha..
Me : Sure text text alang tayo habang nasa work ako..

Exactly 7:30 PM:
Bhaby coe: Bhaby wait lang ha. Kakabit kami ng tolda gagamitin mamaya..I labyah...
Me : Sigue text me pag tapos na.. Ilabyahtoo...

Tagal ng lumipas walang text

Exactly 12:00 AM 10/09 Friday na ito puti na mata coe wala padin syang text... :(

12:15 Am : Me : Ayaw ko na maghiwalay na kung ganyan ka lague. Pag masaya ka di mo na acoe na aalala. Ok lang yun.. Wag ka mag alala di na kita guguluhin. Paalam Bye. Please wag ka na mag tetext sa akin kahit kaylan.. Goodluck. Pakasaya ka (Full of bitterness yan)

Lumipas pa ang mga oras.. mahabang oras ang lumipas

Fuck bullshit sya..

10/09 at 6:00 AM

Bhaby coe : Bhaby goodmorning pfu, Xncya ka na kung di me nakatxt kasi wala na pfu acoe load eh.. Labyuh Bhaby coe...

06:12 AM

Me : Tama na. Di ko na alam. Maghiwalay na tayo. Magpakasaya ka na lang jan. Yan naman gusto mo eh.. Unting oras lang hiningi ko di mo pa mabigay. Gue Bye..

06:14 AM

Bhaby Coe : pwo aqo va naiintndhan mue bHaby kht mNxan huh? Xna wg ka mg ixip xken ng kng anu anu' ndi lge mxaya koh sa bwat kxiyahan mNxan pnplastic ko nlng xrili q0 kng alm mue lng kc nrRmdman ko xeo eh haixtT tpox gnun lng mue lng tTpuxin lhat buTi kpa kea mow gwn un!

06:30 AM

Me : Wag na tama na.. Unting oras mo lang hinihingi coe. Bakit wala bang may CP duon para makitxt ka huh? Hinahayaan naman kita pero txt lang di mo pah mbgay huh? gue na Bye na pls...

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mdami pa syang text na delete ko na.. di lang me nag rereply..

7:35 AM

Bhaby coe: Pnu ,ie nkakaya ung gnean bhaBy? :(

Sa wakas natahimik sya natulog na sya..
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2:23 PM

Bhaby coe: 'iiwan nba tLGa qow ng bhaby qoe :(

2:43 PM

Bhaby coe: mixs na kta xobrA bhAby' pWang nkrAan mgkxma tau xaya2 nten xobra xana pde fpa maulit :(

Me : Madami ka load paanung na ubos load mo?

Bhaby coe: mhal n fpu kta lam mow fue va un' pnasa koh fue ky mama ung tirang l0d xken pntTwag daw kay papa xorry fue.

ang lola mo lumambot ang puso, nadurog ang kaninag kasing tigas ng marmol.. tumawag ba naman eh..

Me : Love you xoxo much bhaby coe

bhaby coe: aAh gnun va' bhaby pde fpu va uAg na Tau mag aaway..

Natapos ang 10/09 nang maganda...


10/10 8:55 Pm

bhaby coe: uAla Lng mixsyuh lng

Me : amisyuhtooh..

9:09 Pm

bhaby coe: sna nGkkTa tAu 'lgE' kng mAari mGkxama tAu lgE iH..

9:10 Pm
bhaby coe: 'nhHRapan na fuE xE q0e eh'

9:15 Pm

Me: Wag ka poh susuko bhaby coe ha. unting time lang poh pls....

9:38 PM
bhaby coe: ndE AMan aqow xXuko ih

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. ganda ulit ang lumipas na gabi..

10/11 Linggo ito..

usapang pupunta sya ng bahay.. pero di sya makapunta kaya nag talo kami.

Me : Kung ayaw mo pumunta de wag. huwag mo acoe itulad kung kanikanino jan...Sigue next time na lang tayo mag usap. Gue na matutulog pa ako

5:30 PM
bhaby coe: eaw ko mwala ka dba kxe iba ka' nAiintindhan mue va qow?

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. at mahabang walang text ulit kasi hiniram ng tropa daw nya ang cp nya.. umabot ng umaga..

And I Love You So

And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I've lived till now
I tell them I don't know

I guess they understand
How lonely life has been
But life began again
The day you took my hand

[CHORUS]
And yes I know how lonely/loveless life can be
The shadows follow me
And the night won't set me free
But I don't let the evening get/bring me down
Now that you're around me

[ Regine Velasquez Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
And you love me too
Your thoughts are just for me
You set my spirit free
I'm happy that you do

The book of life is brief
And once a page is read
All but love is dead
That is my belief

[CHORUS]

And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I've lived till now
I tell them I don't know

911

911 are a British boy band that consists of Lee Brennan, Jimmy Constable and Simon 'Spike' Dawbarn. The band was formed in 1995 and in May 1996, they released their debut single.



911 Began when Jimmy met Spike working as a dancer on the show The Hitman and Her. The two later found Lee and were signed by Virgin Records.







PROFILE
Lee Anthony Brennan

Lee was born on the 27th September 1973 in Carlisle. Though his ambition was to play football, Lee was unable to pursue this and joined 911 in 1995 after passing the audition. After their success, the band split in 2000, and Lee went on to do some solo singing, small acting rolls, and song writing ( Lee wrote Blue's 'If You Come Back' with ex Take That's Howard Donald). Lee is continuing to pursue his acting career, and still finds time for song writing and performing with 911.

Jimmy Constable

Jimmy was born on the 21st September 1971 in Toxteth (Liverpool). Like Lee, Jimmy was also into sport and had played football for Wrexham FC as a teenager. After try a few jobs, Jimmy became a dancer on a late night TV show called ' The Hitman and Her ', where he met Spike and went on to form 911. When 911 split Jimmy went through a tough time though found himself again after a serious car accident. Jimmy is now singing again and has co-written his solo album.

Simon "Spike" Dawbarn

Spike was born on the 14th August 1974 in Warrington. Spike like the others enjoys football, and supports Manchester United. After a job as a building worker, Spike also became a dancer on the late night TV show, 'The Hitman and Her', where he met Jimmy. Spike and Jimmy held auditions for their final member and in 1995 the group was complete. Spike is now doing the occasional performances with the band.

ALBUMS
THE JOURNEY
Release 1997
1.A Night To Remember
2.Bodyshakin
3.Can't Stop
4.Don't Make Me Wait
5.Love Sensation
6.One More Try
7.Out Last Goodbye
8.Rhythm of The Nighy
9.Take Good Care
10.The Day We Find Love
11.The Journey
12.The Swing

MOVING ON

Release 1997

1.All I Want Is You

2.Moving On

3.Baby Come Back To Me

4.How Do You Want Me To Love You

5.That's The Way

6.New Groove Generation

7.Make You My Baby

8.Don't Walk Away

9.Nothing Stops The Rain

10.Should've Been The One

11.Party People...Friday Night

12.Hold On

THERE IT IS

Release 1999

1.More Than A Woman

2.Don't Take Away The Music

3.A Little Bit More

4.Never Gonna Give You Up

5.I Wanna Get Next To You

6.Can't Get By Without You

7.Rock Me Gently

8.Private Number

9.There It Is

10.You're The Best Thing

11.Boogie Nights

The Greatest Hit's And A Little Bit More

Release 1999

1.Wonderland
2. If You'd Only Love Me
3. A Little Bit More
4. More Than A Woman
5. Private Number
6. All I Want Is You
7. Party People...Friday Night
8. The Day We Find Love
9. Don't Make Me Wait
10. How Do You Want Me To Love You
11. Love Sensation
12. A Night To Remember
13. Bodyshakin'
14. The Journey

The band split up in February 2000, when they announced their break-up live on Chris Moyles' Radio 1 show.